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Why.
What do you mean why?
Its simple, even if i’m single right now. I wont ever like you anymore. I once did. Yeah. I admit it. A lot.
I dont wanna hurt you, i dont wanna break your heart.
You say you dont mind. But have you considered my feelings?
If i hurt you, i’ll feel bad.
I’m selfish, yes.
But you know what you did.
You initiated the damn break for fuck’s sake.You chose the asshole instead, right?
You said you liked some bastard hunk from Victoria school. And you dont have the same feelings for me like you once did.
Where the fuck is that bastard right now? Did you finally realize that he’s just a son of a bitch trying to grab a girl so he can screw her and leave?
Yea, i purposely wrote this post for you, C.
I tried to make it work, make us work.
Ya, And only when i finally left did you realize who was most important.
Fuck this. Are all girls like this? You tell me.When a guy starts being an asshole to you, you start liking them more.
Should i start being a super asshole all year round, every hour minute and second?
So that the ppl i care about would realize, oh! He’s being an asshole, haha just like in those taiwanese dramas, maybe we’ll end up our own dramatic love story ^^
Or isit rather like, oh he’s an asshole, must be fun to hang out with him.
Or is it something like, oh shit! He asshole already, i must quickly love him more so he wont be such an asshole.
Yea now the person i currently put my heart with is also entangled with another asshole. And Since i love her too much to be an asshole to her, I cant think of anything to do. Ha ha i’m pathetic.
But slowly, slowly. She hurt me more than you did btw. This shows that i shouldnt treat a girl too well. Hah. I sense she’s gonna hurt me again. And if that really happens, maybe being nice really screws up a person’s life. I’ll discard my heart.
Fuck you sia. You have a pretty face. You can find a better guy out there.
I’m just a guy that doesnt know how to love a girl properly. Yea, maybe i wasnt born with asshole genes. So the most asshole thing i could do was to leave.
You ask me if i ever really loved you. Should i say yes, so that i can be a nice guy, and not hurt your feelings so much. Or should i say no, so that i can be an asshole.
HAHAHA you made feel so stupid that time. I got so pissed off with myself. I actually thought to myself, why couldnt i have that guy’s face so that we can be together longer. I actually went to work out in the bloody gym for fucks sake. Even my mum couldnt bribe me with 10 dollars to go to the gym.
And after 2 Fucked up years, you come back and say, hey, hows life?
Fuck You. I thought wow. With my face in sec 1 and 2, you still like me that means you really really love me a lot. Fuck You seriously.
Remember that time when we were studying about Britain and singapore? You know, when Britain left singapore behind to die, Singapore became independant. Singapore never wanted Britain to come back to singapore anymore.
You fcking pang seh me for 2 yrs and you pop up out of nowhere like some advertisement.
Remember that day when i put flowers in your letterbox? VALENTINES DAY. The day you pang seh me. -.-
Lol sia. I emo about that incident for so long until ah, i now think of it i no feeling liao. You like Volleyball guys so much, why dont you go find one instead of sticking your whatever into my life right now when i’m about to take the biggest exam of my life.
FML.
