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Pain.
“A paperclip heart is beautiful and all, but with no pain, it’ll end up looking like shit.”
Everything has to go through pain and hardwork to end up beautiful and done.
Even god had to work to create Earth.
So what’s pain. If god went through it, he’d make it a universal feeling.
That sucks, the world sucks, but.
Pain, with no pain, there’d be more wars and conflict.
With pain, people will learn not to beat the guy standing next to them.
With pain, people learn to cherish.
Pain is derived from an uncomfortable feeling of hurt. Which you feel either internally, mentally, or physically.
Thats why the understanding of pain, keeps me from calling a fat ass fat, hurting my love ones and smacking the dick of some random person. Okay, next.
Love brings pain to others, brings joy to the rest.
I’ll convert all pain to joy cause joy makes ppl smile.
And there’s somebody, i wont say who, whose smile makes me happy the most. HAHA you know who you are.
Thats my life resolve.
Whats love to me anyway?
For me, its a feeling, where your heart responds in the weirdest way possible, your lungs refuse to breathe in no matter how much to force air in and your mind quickly races through every possible sentence you could say to break the awkward silence. And deep inside, although the mind is already sorta screwed due to the racing thoughts, you feel a sense of happiness, because you know the most important person in your life is right in front of you. It sounds really fucked up and complicated. Yes. But for me, it all happens everytime i see her. Fuck. The first sign that i love her. Mental fuck up.
The other signs that I love her are more gentle however. Haha. I’ll explain it sometime else.
So, whats this gotta do with Fucking pain?
Seriously, i dont fucking know.
For those fucked up ppl who complain day after day. Dont ponder about the O’s if you cant change the results. If youre meant for ITE, then head there quietly and dont regret. If youre meant for poly, then just shut up and go. If youre meant for JC, then just humbly walk into it. Life brings you to where youre meant to go. All you can do now, is give yourself a better headstart.
Life is about making choices, making sacrifices. There is no way you can see how the other choice would have turned out to be. And there is no way to change things cause youre a human, we all are. So learn to love what youve chosen and done cause you cant change it anymore. The grass is always greener on the other bloody side, but you cannot go over the other side. Its life. So just enjoy the grass on your side, as it would be what you have.
And wtf these few days was like Part B camp for my brain la. I even created an SI unit for loserness. Ask me if you wanna know cause it’ll offend ppl de.
Next week, i’ll be left with 2 paper one nia. So all you ppl who wanna ask me out or i owe an outing to, you got it! I only dun wanna go to Malaysia nia. Waste Money. Contribute to Cz country GDP for what sia?
I know you are waiting Bjorn. Your PortBell mush. Maybe we’ll go jam somewhere hot.
And Kai Jie, i owe you a clubbing trip, and i’m gonna join you with my very own acoustic.
Ying Xuan, haha, so many stuffs i still owe you like your shopping trip^^.
Su Wern, cycling =.=
Carl’s juniors i’m coming to you baby.
I know Gab, i owe you burgers too.
Dominic. I just decided not to go biking and break my arm again. Later someone need me carry her then i cannot. Maybe we’ll just cycle casually.
Lewis Chow yes, Mount kinabau.
And of course my family, Taiwannnn.
And a little time for myself at a beach or an orphanage or old folks home. HAHA. Hope they dont die from my care.
Life is beautiful when you got lots of stuffs to do.
So all you bored ppl out there, go get stuffs to do quickly. Or you’ll end up obese veryvery quickly.
13TH NOVEMBER. 9.00AM. AND ITS FUCK YOU ANGLICAN FUCKING HIGH FUCKING SCHOOL.
YOU BITCH THAT CANED ME, AN INNOCENT AND NICE BOY. YOU SHOULD GET THAT CANING MAKES A GUY STRONGER AND MORE REBELLIOUS THAN BEFORE. GIVE THE WORST PUNISHMENT AND VICTIM ISNT AFRAID ANYMORE. GIVE THE CAT THE BALL OF STRING AND IT DAO YOU.
THIS IS A SHOUT OUT AS MONITOR OF 3E’07 YOU FUCKING NO LIFE SCHOOL CANE ALMOST 50% OF 3E AND F GUYS. NO LIFE READ PPL BLOG AND SCOLD THEM FOR NO REASON. FRAME PPL FOR THEFT AND WTF YOU FORCE PPL SIGN CONTRACT FOR NO REASON UNTIL PPL LIKE YUSHI AND KENNETH LEAVE SCHOOL. FUCK YOU.
AND DONT THINK I FORGOT ABOUT THE RETARDED CALENDARS YOU ALL TRIED TO SELL TO RIP US OFF, THE SMALL KIDS OFF. WAN ME COMPLAIN TO POLICE ISIT? FORCE SEC 1 PPL TO BUY, KNOWING THEY HUM JI DONT DARE REBEL. PPL NEVER BUY YOU STILL JI SIAO SIAO, HONG GAN SIA.
Nothing like a nice old goodbye speech huh.
If i could say it on stage, i could die the next day with no regrets.
